What is new?

Lots and a little is new... I am currently swamped to the max...Yes, I am currently procrastinating as I write this post. School, work, and church are my schedule's sole controllers. I have moved positions at work, moved from one house to another, and I have started school online ( also a new experience) Needless to say, I am adapting to all of life's changes. Of course, I have my days where I cannot even think due to exhaustion, but God is keeping me. He is so good! Well that is all for now. Until next time ;-)

Off to Church I go

Happy Sunday everyone!!!! Let this be a day of rest and strength. Go to church and receive all you need from God. It is the church that has truth not the World!

Growing up and Choices

It is a well known fact that with age comes wisdom. I learned this first hand...

I was talking to someone of a considerable older age than me. We were discussing the pros and cons of growing up. It puts pressure between parent and child, which pushes the child to independence. Both reactions are natural but can be, at the same time very painful, confusing, and even tragic. As we discussed this topic, the well respected elder looked at me and said "First, find yourself, love yourself, respect yourself. Secondly respect and love others. Lastly, follow your heart through prayer and God's word." I learned a valuable lesson that day. I learned to love myself.

Growing up is about finding yourself. Everyday we ask ourselves these questions: What am I doing with my life? What is my purpose? Am I making the right decisions? Should I get that job or go to college? Should I date him or her or stay single? Questions fill our minds until we go practically insane.

Mark 12:31 "...Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. There is none other commandment greater than these." Clearly we must love ourselves first before we can love someone else. It is not pride to love yourself. It is simply accepting and thanking God for his creation. Being unsatisfied with your personality, looks, and talents is like telling God he didn't do a good job. He created you special, and He does have a purpose for you.

Instead of choices being based on what others want, think, or assume, our choices should be based on our desires given to us by God. They are based on solid relationships through Godly council. They are based on prayer and God's word. Once this lesson is learned we can be free to make choices that will propel us into our "God made" future. Our choices become us and through them we find open doors to God's will and blessing.

I am not alone

For all have sinned and come short of the glory of God. Romans 3:23

BUT...

I press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus.
Philippians 3:14


Be encouraged everyone makes mistakes, no one is perfect, but like the song says "we fall down, we get up, for a saint is just a sinner who fell down, and couldn't stay there, and got up" Donnie Mcclurkin.


Jesus is forgiveness. He is love. He is all I need.

A passion for the christ

Pastor Johannes preached a message from his heart, ministering to mine. How true it is that I have fed my spiritual tank hording all that God has done for me waiting for the day when "I am ready" to give everything to him. A passion consumes a person becoming their waking thought and every desire. I realized tonight something very important. Something you must be willing to see before it can take seed in your life. I saw my life through God's eyes. I saw how I dissappoint him. I replayed every time I prayed saying "God I give you my life use me" but only to fail by consuming myself with life and never truly "Giving" to God. Giving your life is trusting him with those things most precious like your dreams, aspirations, relationships, and future to him. "I will give you all" is not just a song, it is a lifestyle, a day to day routine of establishing trust and faith in God.
Faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the word of God, but faith without works is dead. In other words faith comes by every day reading and obeying God's word. To have a passion for something is to be consumed by it. It is getting to the point where nothing else matters in life. How can I be passionately in love with Jesus when I don't read my bible and I struggle to obey its every word? How can I lay hands on the sick if I have no faith? How can I let my light shine if I have worries and things I am not giving to God? The answer is I can not do any of those things.

God forgive me! Help me to remember how many stripes you bore for my sins, the blood you shed for my redemption, and the death you suffered for my eternal salvation. Help me to remember that I have a responsibility to share this good news. Help me to focus on you and to give you everything. Jesus you must be my one passion in life!!! Like David prayed "create in me a clean heart oh God and renew a right spirit within me.." Amen

Chick-Fil-A (hmmm I am hungry)

Check out Tim Hawkins on tangle.com. He is hilarious and christian.

New Job

I am so excited to start my new job at CHASE bank. I start next Monday June 22nd. God is really blessing. He is my provider!

What is a mother?

A mother is unselfish. She devotes every moment to her family. From morning until night she is always giving giving giving. Families take a lot of work. There are dinners to make, groceries to buy, clothes to wash, lunches to pack, band aids for booboos, hugs for tears, and our mothers do it all. In fact, they get more done in a day than our country does in a year. Some moms even work, adding to their already full-time career. Why do they do this?

A mother is love. They love us not because we came from them. They love us because mother's can't help but love their children. Even when we disobey, throw tantrums, show disrespect, and forget to say thank you, they still love. Their mercy is unending, yet they lovingly allow punishment. Why do they love us?

A mother is a fighter. She stands behind us through every situation. She prays for our protection and salvation. She holds our hand through the dark nights. She scares away the boogie man and rebukes every dark spirit. She guides with wisdom. She does all of this and why?

A mother is a wife. She loves her husband and treats him with respect. She follows him down any path. She is his soul mate and best friend. She teaches how to love and respect authority. She shows us the true meaning of marriage. Are mothers perfect?

No they just do what Mommies do. They care, they love, they protect, and they guide. I am so thankful for the mommies in my life.

Happy Mother's Day to every mommy!

May 21st Moving Day!

Well looks like my last day in beautiful Missoula, MT is going to be May 21st. My dad and I are driving the 16 hours to Sacramento. Isn't he just the best daddy? I know you are all so jealous. I have been blessed with such awesome parents. Mammy/mommy is so helpful and loving. I really am so spoiled. Now, if I could just figure out why I am so crazy to leave them. haha God must be in control. Of course he is!!!

Anyways, I am super excited to going back to the Rock church. I have missed it so much! See you all soon :-)

NewsFlash

This is for all my good pals who are currently clueless about my future plans.

Yes, it is true. I am moving back to my previous home Sacramento. I am still figuring out the nitty gritty details like when, how, etc. But plan on seeing me by June.

I would like to take this time to say a few things. No, I am not moving because I hate Montana, and I am miserable being here. For in fact, Montana is a great place, I have a good job, and our church is starting to show the fruit of revival. Simply put, God has His hand on my life, and He is guiding me down His path. I am going to miss seeing my family and how God is and will use them in Missoula, MT. I am praying that maybe someday I will come back to be a part of there endeavors, but for now I am headed back to SacTown.

I am so excited to be with my friends, attend the greatest church, The Rock, and teach Sunday School. I have missed all of these things so much! OH and I miss baking in the sun even in March. hahaha

Sacramento will always be my home, but now Missoula is also my home. God sure is funny, but I sure do love him! And I will always love my Jesus, even if He likes putting me on roller coaster rides.

:-) I can't wait to see all my sac buds soon and very soon! :-) Get ready to Party!!!

Easter Sunday Traditions

Happy Easter Everyone!!!

What are your Easter Traditions?

My family has always spent the day with the King family. I am going to miss them terribly. Traditions are important they bring the family together, create life long memories, and impact generation after generation. However, sometimes life changes and traditions change.

This year my family may not be at the Kings or with the Jones' fellow-shipping after a great Sunday morning service, but we will be having a fun time here in Missoula. We will probably be eating a huge home cooked meal, hunting for eggs, eating lots of candy, and thinking about what Jesus did for us. I am so thankful to have family and no matter what life brings they will always be there for me.

So if you don't know what to do and Easter seems like another lonely holiday for you just find someone and make it a fun filled day of remembrance for all Jesus did for us!

Just have fun and lots of it!!!

I Sleep...Or do I?

When I am bored?

A. I sleep

When I am sad?

A. I sleep

When I am happy?

A. I sleep

When I am anxious?

A. I sleep

When I am stressed?

A. I sleep

WOW how could I possible be tired?!!! Ok so maybe this is my dream. I wish I could just sleep, but somehow my body decides to keep me up. Got to love how the mind doesn't start thinking until you lay your head down at night. I wish it would pick a different time in the day. Anyone ever feel this way?

Matthew West " The Motions" *very touching*

Check out the PacMan!!!

This is one of my favorites... Play it while you can :-) it is only for a limited time!

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I never realized this was a popular holiday, and I am part Irish!!! Here in Montana it is a good excuse to party in ungodly ways. I was shocked to see how far our little community went to celebrate. Ironically, this day is actually tied to a very devout Christian, St. Patrick. He introduced Christianity to Ireland and ended many of their pagan rituals, which included human sacrifices. Isn't it ironic how the World transforms a day honoring the spreading of Christianity into a slosh pit of disgusting drinking and partying. God help us! Well, since the world wants to distort this day, I just want to say something. Jesus is still the one on the throne, every day with him is a celebration, and the world can not take that away! So to all, Happy St. Patricks Day in honor of a man willing to risk his life for Jesus. Hope you are wearing green!!!

HOME from No Limits 2009

Wow! God is so incredible. He always amazes me. Every single message went straight to my heart. My life is forever changed! An overwhelming sense of peace and purpose has changed my thinking. Only God can truly alter our mind. I am so thankful to know the one true and living God, Jesus Christ!!! "I will lift mine eyes to the hills from there comes my help, my help comes from the Lord." AMEN

I also wanted to say...I had so much fun with all my pals! Anna, thank you so much for opening your home and bedroom to me. You can fly me there anytime to do your hair ;-) I love you so much. And to all my other friends, Steven, Fayruz, Chris, Emily, Carly, Heather, etc etc thank you for making the trip worth the $$$. Steven, I wanted to say a special thanks for being a comedian. I haven't laughed that hard in so long. "hey, Look at me" hahaha... God has blessed me with wonderful friends. I don't know what I would do without my buddies. I miss you already! Pray I get to come in the summer. Actually travail, intercede, and fast that I will get to come lol...hahaha IN JESUS NAME!!!

Just some pictures

These pictures were taken on my dad's birthday after a Wednesday night service. The kids on left are Kaylynn, John, and Marcus. They keep Faith Tabernacle alive! I love teaching them Sunday school. There is never a dull moment. God is beginning to pour out revival. I am so blessed to be right in the middle of it. HOPE you like the little update :-P

Life is GREAT!!!

Or I should say...

...Life with Jesus is GREAT!!!

When nothing looks good and everything is failing, God is still in control. His love is enough to carry us through every storm. "Yea though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I will fear no evil for thou art with me..." For HE IS WITH ME!!! As long as Jesus is with me....hahaha bring it on devil :-P The HOLY GHOST in me is GREATER than anything in this world. THANK JESUS!!!!!

He was fully man and fully God.

Before reading this close your eyes and try to imagine the struggles Jesus endured for me and you. Really think about it,then read what I came up with. When you're done share your thoughts. Jesus's whole life was a sacrifice not just that day at calvary. It brings tears to my eyes thinking about how much God loves us.

As a boy...

1. He was different than his peers and most likely they noticed and poked fun at him.
2. He was misunderstood by his very parents, who not having the spirit of God, did not understand God's ways. All they knew was their history from the Torah and the law of Moses. They did not know what it meant to have a relationship with God, but this is exactly what Jesus had. How could they possibly understand him?
3. He was from a poor family. The Bible says Joseph offered doves for their sacrificial offerings. In Leviticus ch 5:7 the Jews were instructed that only the poor could offer a dove or pigeon instead of goat or lamb.
4. Being poor did not stop the Romans from taxing his family. Jesus lived amidst constant fear. History records that time under Rome's rule as nothing less than tyranny. It was this very issue that drove every Jew to believe their Messiah would come to conquer their enemies. (Oh, how very wrong they were)
5. His mother and father's reputation were soiled due to his miraculous conception. If people did not believe Jesus was their Messiah, why would they believe Mary and Joseph did not sin and conceive. It is very likely Jesus lived under the eyes of misplaced judgement and ridicule. In everyone's eyes He was the result of sin not God.
6. He faced new challenges everyday which include: his own siblings who were jealous because his mother most likely favored him, he shared the responsibility of providing for his family, and the hardest of all his own mother probably pressured him to hurry God's plan, which she thought was to conquer Rome and establish His kingdom.
7. He lived everyday knowing He was sent as a sacrifice, granted we don't know if he knew this exactly, but we do know at 12 years old He was about His father's business while His family searched for him. If at 12 He knew God's business then surely He knew the God's ultimate plan, the cross and resurrection. Imagine living knowing everything you did for people would only get you killed. Yet, He still gave of himself.

As a man...

1. The time is not known but we do know that Joseph, Jesus' earthly father, died leaving his wife a widow and his first born, Jesus, to take care of his family. Jesus faced the responsibility of protecting, providing, and comforting His family. He felt the pain of Joseph's death for they were very close. He also faced guilt for not being able to heal him for it was not His time because He was obediant to God's plan at all costs.
2. When Jesus' time came and his ministry began, it is noted that his own city did not accept him. Sadly, this included his own siblings. Even Mary, his mother, did not become one of his followers right away. This is my own belief, but I believe Mary was confused since Jesus' preaching and miracles were not stopping the powers of Rome. It was perhaps that very reason that Jesus broke away from His earthly family to reach out to God's people. Jesus lived praying that his family would one day believe.
3. His message was not flowery or sugar coated. He preached truths that made the pharisees and sadducesse hate him. He entered every city with the intention of showing God's love, mercy, and forgiveness, but they had to first look at their sins. Like in today's world, they did not like it. Ultimantely, Jesus was despised and rejected by the world He came to save. Yet, when the time came He still obeyed the will of His father.
4. At the time of his death his disciples didn't stay awake to pray with him one last time, Peter denies him, the other disciples go in hiding, his dying words were father forgive them, and he died knowing that still his people rejected him.
5. The end of the story is that Jesus rose again conquering death, hell, and the grave. He was and is still not accepted by all men, but on the day of pentecost 120 were filled with his spirit, and it was on that day his church began. God came, robed himself in flesh, was born to a virgin in a manger, and paid the price so we could have a relationship with him and live eternally! What kind of God but the one and only true God would sacrifice so much.

He did it all for me and you!!!!

Not her own

"Unafraid" by Francine Rivers is an incredible book about Mary the mother of Jesus. This book absolutely changed my thinking. Revelation is spread throughout this book. It is easy to read, and it is short. Read it along with the actual Bible verses. It is so amazing to see through the eyes of Mary. If you haven't read this don't wait! A sneak preview is this...Jesus was not her own. Sorry that is all I am giving.

Ever get in a funny mood?

Isn't it weird how we say things or the way we "didn't" mean to say it. How many times have you said something absolutely hilarious but didn't mean for it to be funny? Or even worse said something that could be taken in completely the wrong way. Think about the title..."Ever get in a funny mood? " How is it possible to get inside a mood? hahaha here are some more play on words (how do you play on words?) just asking :-P

I lost many jobs. I couldn't concentrate in an orange juice factory; wasn't suited to be a tailor; Muffler factory was just exhausting; couldn't cut it as barber; wasn't noteworthy as a musician; did not have patience to be a doctor; didn't fit in the shoe factory; tried to be a witch for a spell; job at the pool maintenance company was too draining; and found that there was no future as a historian.

Advertisement: 'New study on obesity looks for larger test group.' (oops, they didn't mean to say that)

Some people don't like food going to waist. (another reason spelling is important)...hahaha

A small boy swallowed some coins and was taken to a hospital. When his grandmother telephoned to ask how he was a nurse said 'No change yet'.

W. C. Fields I once spent a year in Philadelphia, I think it was on a Sunday. (huh?)


A bit of advice THINK BEFORE SPEAKING!

So with that said I think I will be careful especially past 11pm. However, if it occurs, laughing at myself must be excusable. And now I will share my little story in honor of my dear friend who needs a little empathy ;-) Have you ever heard of a CD louder than another CD? Well, silly me asked my brother to put on the-"you know the louder CD" The look and the laughter that expelled were absolutely jolting. We laughed ourselves to tears. Absolutely, by far, the dumbest thing I have ever said. I still can't comprehend my logic. What was I thinking? So for all of you who have regrets, no worries, you are not alone!!! Just pray you aren't the only one laughing.

The New look

Ok so I was bored and this is the result. I don't think I like it, so don't get to use to it hahaha. Hope everyone is having an awesome Monday :-)

Memory Lane

Take a look at these pics from my 18th birthday...They gave me a chuckle as I thought about that special day, now going to be 3 years ago. Time sure does fly when you are having fun. I love all my pals to death. We sure do know how to have fun!!!

A big thanks to my Daddy and Mammy who always make my birthdays extra special (hint hint) don't let me down this year haha jk. 21!!! I can't believe I will be so old :-(

My experience using public transportation

So here I was forced into taking the bus. My parents were in Spokane, I was getting off work, and I of course needed to get home. So I went to the nearest bus stop. I waited and waited. NO bus came for over an hour! Finally the bus came but then it started driving all over the city and everywhere I didn't need to be. In my mind I was thinking..."Rachel, you got on the wrong bus, you are never going to get home." That was about the time that I started to pray. Then all of a sudden we were stopping. It was the main bus transfer center! Thank you Jesus. I then found the bus going near my house. People kept staring at me. I think it was the look of panic in my face and my attire (skirts in 20 degree weather are not normal). Needless to say I didn't care what they thought. I was finally on the right bus. When the bus got near my stop, I pulled the signal rope but it didn't signal. AHHHH! was my first thought. Luckily, it eventually worked and the bus driver stopped a little ways past my house. I had to walk for awhile in the cold, but at least I made it home.

I said this because it was an experience everyone should try at least once. Yes, it was scary my first time, but I think the second time will be better. Now, if I had a car that would be my ultimate choice, but since I am saving for a nice car, the bus is my only way. One word of advice...take bus passenger lessons so you can look like a pro on your first ride haha. Too bad they don't really have those. It sure would help people like me.

Happy Birthday to two of my favorite men!

I want to give a big shout out to the one and only dad who rocks, who is the best dad ever, and who is the best example of a christian. Daddy Happy Birthday! Thank you for being a dad every girl and boy wants. The things you do for us kids are endless and I will forever be thankful. Most of all I want everyone to know the man of God that you are. Thank you for following God, being fearless, and having vision. You are a man anyone can follow and know they will be going in right direction. Faith Tabernacle is in good hands (of course it is really in God's hands). Love you bunches!

I would also like to say a big Happy Birthday to Steven, my little brother, who will always be my little brother no matter how much bigger and smarter he is than me. I love you so much Steven! You are becoming such a responsible, hardworking, and sweet young man. I can't wait to see what the future holds for your life. I hope this is the best birthday yet.

FAITH TABERNACLE HEADLINES!

Great things are happening in the city of Missoula, Montana. People are hearing more and more about the new church in town. That church is Faith Tabernacle, an Apostolic Pentecostal, one God, tongue talking, and holiness church. Folks, this church is not ashamed of who they are and what they believe. They got truth, and Missoula will soon know.

Upcoming events for Faith Tabernacle's future are as follows: Sunday school for ages 1-13 will be starting in a few weeks under the direction of myself. The music ministry under Sis. Malone is growing leaps and bounds with luke learning drums, Austin on guitar, and me and Sis. malone playing keyboard and singing. The preaching is revolutionary and inspiring. Next week, we will be having a guest preacher, Rev. Vik Hylen. Guests come and go, but these people are hungry and searching, and my dad is teaching them Bible studies. It won't be long before we have Bible studies at a coffee shop for the college age. I am telling you things are picking up speed here. We even got a little website http://www.faithtabernacle.vpweb.com/. Revival in Missoula! Keep Faith Tabernacle in your prayers along with the other daughter churches of the Rock. The North West is about to be rocked like never before. I am so excited!

Steven Douglas Malone

After hearing about the great revival at the Rock Church, I am believing for God to touch my brother's heart. Please leave comments that will uplift and strengthen.

Steven,
I want you to know God is never going to stop pulling for you. We all love you, but Jesus loves you most of all. He created you and intintially left a hole in your heart. Everyone tries to fill the hole with the things of the world. Since God put it there, He is the only one who can truly fill it. Give God a chance and see for yourself what God can do in your life. I know you love Jesus and I believe with all my heart that you desire to feel him. As your big sister, please know I will never stop praying for the day you will feel him and all this confusion will vanish. For God is not the author of confusion. Jesus is truth and He is light.

Love,

Rachel

Steven,

I am praying for you stevie. I want you to go to Heaven. Jesus loves you and I love you too. Send me an email when you get Jesus back in your heart. I want to know.

Love,

Ellie

p.s. Those are Ellie's true words. I didn't add or take away anything.

It's time to die???

A very respected person once told me "Rachel, one day you will die." I never understood the full meaning of those words until now. Let me explain...

Have you ever sang the songs "I will give you all" or "Don't do it without me?" Have you ever prayed with desire to really be used of God? It is important to know what you are really asking for. Asking God to use you is actually the first step in the death process. This death is not physical of course. It is a slow, painful, and spiritual journey; a fight between our flesh and our spirit.


No one knows when this process will start or when it will end, but greatness in Christ can not come without death. All I know is church, God, and His kingdom. My desire has always been to be used. "God please use me" has been my constant prayer. I was reading the story of Rebecca and Isaac. It is such a beautiful story, but most people over look Rebecca. Instead, they see God's answered prayer to Abraham's servant. Imagine Rebecca, the young lady chosen by God for Isaac. Why was she chosen, or did she choose? I can picture Rebecca praying as a child "God please use me." However, she had no idea what God had planned for her. God wanted her to be an ancestor of Jesus, but it was going to require great sacrifice. She could have resisted Abraham's servant. She was being asked to leave her family and become a wife to a man she never met!!! In today's society that would have been craziness, but Rebecca was prepared. She knew this was her moment; the time God had prepared for her. She died to her desires and surrendered to God's. She chose and died. Now that is a story of greatness.


God has called everyone to greatness. He wants every believer to be used. The Holy Ghost is free but comes with a great responsibility. However, God will not force anyone to answer the call. "many are called but few are chosen" The chosen of God are people who have died. Like Rebecca, they have surrendered completely, and they have made God their everything. I can honestly say I want to die. No matter how painful, no matter how strenuous, and no matter how confusing life gets God is still the only one who is my everything. I wake up and go to bed saying "Jesus you are my everything" I am dying, but God is living.
"Let it be Lord, Let it be"

Information Overload

Anyone ever feel this way? This is what training for a bank feels like...so so much information!!! I think I forgot how to use my brain it has been so long since I worked or went to school...Help me haha. 8-)

Thank you Jesus!!!

I finally found a job folks!!! It took me two months, a hundred applications, and lots of persistence but I finally did it. I will be a teller for First Security Bank. God is so good, and His timing is always perfect. I start tomorrow. Not only are the people nice there, but this is a job I can meet lots of people and be a Godly witness in this city. I can't wait to start :-)

Odd very odd???

A Craigslist Ad??? Its flagged now so don't try to look it up.

Looking to showcase some local talent in Sacramento as an opening act to the private Gavin Degraw Concert. If you are a young, local artist/group and would like to audition for the concert on the 27th, please give me a call @ Rachel - 916 599 6308 NO EMAILS PLEASE! MUST BE REACHED DIRECTLY

Anybody see something wrong with this picture? Not to mention the calls I am getting about it. hahaha I can't stop laughing whoever did this is really clever. Or Verizon needs to stop giving out the same number and especially to people with the same name. I have a feeling it's my first hunch. Don't feel like you must confess. I always find out sooner or later. I mean who wouldn't want credit for such a great practical joke.

Anybody have a band they want me to show will have to drive all the way to Missoula, the concert is here in my living room. Hope you don't mind the audience will be only my family and two ladies from our church.

A new day! & Some quick thoughts :)

2Cr 5:17
Therefore if any man [be] in Christ, [he is] a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.

Thank you Jesus! It is so good to know that He forgives and forgets. I am going into this New Year looking forward and not back.

Phl 3:14
I press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus.

In this New Year, I will remember what its all about.

Luk 22:42
Saying, Father, if thou be willing, remove this cup from me: nevertheless not my will, but thine, be done.

Lastly, everyday I will pray that simple prayer, die to my flesh, and allow God to birth anointing through me.

Psa 125:1
They that trust in the LORD [shall be] as mount Zion, [which] cannot be removed, [but] abideth for ever.

That folks is a promise and I aim to do just that! Nothing can stand against us when we have all our trust in Jesus.